Dissapointing..

This year started really shitty. Right now, i my best isn't good enough. And when i try my hardest, it's still not enough to get appreciated. I guess that's life. My day so far was started off in a bad note. Well this morning i woke up late, ran my ass to school to get to zero period. Danced and stretched for zero and first period and yadadaaa... then 2nd period which is Latin went pretty good. Then it was break, tried to hold it in but couldn't so i cried and Randolph and Eden just made it all better because it's not the end of the world. It will change. Hopefully. if ya know what i meaan..

3rd period, History was alright i guess. Val wasn't near us so it gets boring because there's no one to prank call :/ 4th, English .. hmmm we barely do shit in that class. my teacher's a bipolar asshole who doesn't give a shit about english. He didn't even know that he was going to have an english class this year until i walked into the door and showed him my schedule.. that dumbfuck. HA! and migelle owes me 20 bucks. 5th? Geometry, i felt super smart today. didn't lag on my classwork because i was the only one sitting on my group table with this cholitawaaay that has a sharpie lined eyebrows ;) 6th, Chemistry .. easy FOR now. well in all, my day was pretty much ehh. Then practice for large hiphop :) pretty productive.

So tomorrow, i'm going to the XOXO dance and guess what. No date aha because brandon can't make it i'm guessing. It would make my week if he came down tomorrow :/ Tomorrow! wow finally i'm free afterschool :O till 6 because of the dance. And friday, i have practice till like 9 or 10 because we're doing a run through for all the squads performing at claremont comp the next day.


Sunday? rest rest rest. thank god. sleep sleep sleep. amen. ha !

DAAAAMN valentines day is next week.
wow, hopefully this one's good because my recent ones we're pretty lame.
Hoody took my build a bear last year and never gave it back haha
it was ugly anyways. LOL well let me tell you this.. My lucky valentine this year (: ahem*
is going to get butterflies and tingles all wrapped up in his belly. because i'm the best girlfriend ever :)<3 hopefully this one works haha !


well i'm just hoping real hard that i'm content and happy on valentines day.
no sad face whatsoevaa. I'm going to knock you out whoever tries to ruin it.
including you brandon. hah sike :)


k i'm going to bed. night night
peace easy