it's kinda like hiding from a rock.

This morning, i took my math test because i missed it yesterday. I skipped drill because i had to take two tests which took forevaaaa! HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANCIS! finally 15 .. LOL young boy. anyways, today was pretty good. 3rd period, my seat got moved because my teacher thought i was talking.. lame. 4th, rj and i were criticizing those guys that were singing because they sucked. My group for 4th period always makes me happpy :) benita rj and migelle and that new girl too. she's coo. 5th .. i was texting my mom alot. i think we got closer and i feel comfortable telling her anything now. I should've listened to her before.. blaah. 6th, kandice and maggie are the only people i talk to + hayley but she's busy sleeping. lol Well today was so much better than the past couple of days.. but i feel like i'm hella scarred for life. I keep on thinking, and i really want to give up. Not just because of the stupid reason, it's just the politics in IT. if yaa know what i mean. It's just how they treat me. And again, I don't deserve any of this bulllshitt..

Moving on, today afterschool i finally enjoyed life. Actually i enjoy being on probation :) i can go out and chill with the outsiders. But still, I'm scarred for life. HA whatevers.. the outside world is so much better than stuck in 4 walls. I don't know. I really really had a long talk with my mom. Thank god she understands me more. 

So afterschool, i hung out with janelle and jessica. We ate at yoshinoya and had a deep conversation about almost everything.. then we looked around and Oh My Geeebus. I fell in love todaaaayy :) there's this one store at the americana and holyy guac, it's Amaaazing. it's called FreePeople and shooot. Take me shopping there. I'm serious :) well we made a plan that in the summer, we're going to save up monaay just to shop there. Because it's $20 and up like a cute top would cost like 60. Maybee 400 would be nice to get a whole outfit ahaha ! you sweaaaar. That's too over the top for me. I'm not materialistic. I don't like it when people spoil me. I like to get stuff because i deserve it :) geee, i'm sooo nice www.freepeople.com  

Afterwards, we went around then got tired so we sat at the family room, got kicked out because we weren't babies, then just sat near the main lobby and talked about their boy problems. I was the love guru of the day because they were asking me a lot of  questions. LOL so janelle is sooo cute i swear, when she got home, she searched on gooogle saying " how do you know if a guy likes you? " LOL aww janna <3>

SO I FINALLY GOT THE HEADPHONES REPLACED. HALLELUJAAAH  !

but still on probation and i don't think i deserve this at all, but its cooo. 

karma karma karmaa is going to bite yo asss. I can't stop being mad.. 

never ever ever, whatever.. i stressed waaay too much over this bullshit.

I seriously don't care anymore. I GIVE UP. PEACE. OUTROS.SEE YA NEVAA!