idk

I just need to vent out i guess? since i can't really vent out to anybody so i guess writing will do. Lately I've been feeling so confused and also I've been making bad decisions here and there that really disappoints my parents. Especially last night .. gosh I seriously need change. Actually, i need a lot of changing to do. You know what, that's not it there's more.. Losing somebody is hard too.. especially if they made a big impact in your life. Maybe it seems like i don't care but seriously, i care too much. I honestly need answers.. just so i can finish this crazy puzzle. I need answers so i can finally move on and not hold onto this for long. I'm seriously going through what i went through before. I can't believe I'm losing you again. And I'm sorry for whatever i did.