Wake up call.

Everyone is breaking down somehow this week. It's so weird because everyone is stressing about every little thing. I'm having mood swings here and there again today. I'm trying to hold every second as much as i can but days are passing by me so quickly that it's so hard to catch up. I hate the fact that i'm always feeling this way. Like what i said today,
i shouldn't settle for less..

Today was pretty much the same as yesterday, but this time i cried during 4th. I was talking to migelle rj & benita then i realized why should i give in to something that isn't willing to give back what i deserve. Am i right? Then lunch bell rang, i ran to Jp, Julio and steph .. wow, i couldn't even talk, because if i did, i would've felt worse. I came to the test buy-back and fixed my math test. I couldn't really focus because i had so many things going on inside my head. Shxt, hard times for me maan. Sophmore year sucks big nuts. I can't wait till i get my shit straight and I can't wait till this school year is over. I seriously can't wait for summer.

Oh yeaa, congrats bestfriend ! (: you finally got a girlfriend ! thanks for not telling me first =/

Back to this piece of shxt, 5th period .. my favorite class this year. Man.. sitting next to alex makes me feel so frkn tiny.. I always feel like i'm sitting next to mr. incredible. Since tim is the only black guy, he's frozone .. hahaa.. & nathan is the little kid in the bicycle -_- .. Mrs. ozawa is edna cos she's short and old :P haa.. made my day .. kindaa..

chemistry, mr. wigger loves me. hands down..

Afterschooooooooooool was pretty boring -___- & yeaa..

today, brandon and i were eh, I think it's actually my fault because i assumed the wrong idea but still, put yourself in my shoe, you would've thought of the same thing. Well its okay now, what made it up when he said that he loves me and thats final. Then he explained that he wouldn't let me go for anything.. Wow, look what words can do.. Every month, i swear we always have to experience the " rocky road " .. good thing we know how to make it work, unlike some pairs out there that just give up just because of a little stupid argument.

I don't know how to handle break ups..
That's why i'm being the best that i can be to make the distance feel like i'm a block away.. to make a 30 minute drive feel like a 5 minute walk..to make everything worth while.. Just to make everything better.. just to be able to make him the happiest guy in the world.. anything babe.. you name it..

see, i told you he can be a dumbo sometimes :/ ..


well anyways, i'm tired
goodnight loves